Today I deleted my POF account. It was so… useless. A lot of people are simply looking for sex or are just sketchbags.
so the question is what am I going to do next… I can’t simply just rely on dating people I work with, that is just a bad mixture.
I think that my mind drifts to love mostly whenever I’m bored. Right now I’m basically unemployed so I have a lot of time to think about random stuff lol.
the thing is on the 15th (this coming Saturday) I will once again be put back into all those awkward situations. Two of my best friends are married to each other… and I suppose I’m jealous.
I want to have that special love, not having it makes me feel like I’m not a good person or something. Then again a lot of my friends are good people and don’t have significant others.
ugh why couldn’t I have met the sexy farm boy who owns a ranch, loves to cook, and only wants to spend his time out in the country… my life simply isn’t as interesting.